update and random crap.

So today I decided to try to sell some things so I could make ends meet and possibly make it to see my baby. I put my psp pandora battery up for sale seeing as karens kid lost my fucking psp. Soon as I get a phone I'm calling and bugging her. Haven't said much to her since feb and idw to let her off scott free even tho she did some nice things while she was actually around, I don't think its right that my psp is in the wind bc she's mad at me. When I get a phone I'm going to start nicely harassing places hiring. I want a damn job. Most or all of my pay will go toward moving out. So when my phones mod finished downloading I'm gonna head home. Idf so great with all the bs going on quite honestly. I just want things to go better. Guess I need to pray more and try harder. But tell me this. Why was "mom" standing in the doorway SMILING as I got there earlier? Does she think that we're cool and everythings fine? We aren't and its not. I walked right by her as tho I didn't see her and she didn't exist, proceeded to use the back doors like normal and haven't spoken a word. I will not say anything to her unless absolutely necessary. I will write another note requesting my expired id. If I can't get in for spring classes I damn sure will get there for the summer corses bc remington is out unless my life changes hugely. I think she's mad bc I said the 'college fund" she spoke so much about was a lie. Just like she lies about everything and told my brother he was adopted when he's not. On a lighter note I got 3 vids on youtube. Dunno if I mentioned that here but seeing as I can't afford a capture device atm I'm gonna just cell phone the vids I need on here. I may finally get around to vlogging and stuff. If you guys wanna see give me some damn feedback. U can stay anon if you want idc. Tomorrow will be as always. I am going to spam in more apps. If and when I get some sort of phone service I am going to call every place and check. Gonna fill out some specific apps tomorrow like for radioshack. I am super special when it comes to anything electronical, and if you guys dunno, I'm. GREYHAT. Not white, not black but inbetween.. I do what must be done and I never take what cant be replaced? (I'm retired in my mind so I'm speaking of the past, as I no longer take stuff from folks.) I guess that's bout it. 6 mins and this dl is done. Oh yeah. I grabbed lil wayne and snoops new albums. God I love this phone. Gonna check out snoops when I get home since I have no zip program... or do I? Hmm.