no more smoking.

Come Monday, I am going to be a non-smoker until I find a valid drone job. I may pick up gaming a lil but I'm not sure. I have 3 ngs2 videos for youtube but I can't upload them directly from my phone for some reason, prolly my mods as it starts to upload then the browser forces closed all wonky and shit. Oh and while I'm here mc donalds got an internet speed upgrade. Shit use to be slightly faster then my at&t phone tether but now its at least 2 mbps. Tomorrow decides if remington college is right for me atm. I cannot go if they don't offer some sort of reduced transportation passes. Now I just wish rebecca would respond to my text so I can go home. Don't honestly feel well and I need to rrst up for tomorrow. If I could afford bus passes I would go to remington regardless of all you motherfuckers being negative. Fuck the cost, it gets me a peace of paper and outta the cave and away from the witch. While id rather be working... this is fucking ohio. worst place in the country to try to do anything in all honesty. So it sucks for most brown peple who want to get a job and make an honest living. if I'm not trying to defraud someone or sell drugs it seems like id do better moving somewhere else and be homeless. Hopefully something changes. I'm spanming in applications left and right but still nothing. Can't do what I normally do with out internet and a shifting constantly ip. So it looks like I am losing this war. At least for the moment I have no real clue as to what I should do next. I am tired of this bullshit and tired of struggling. Tirrd of ppl like liz, cassie, and my mom as well. Youtube vids will be up asap and ill see what else I can do. Who knows I may just give up on the internet all together. Everyone has their bs and even tho I've helped so many ppl, Ive only received help from one person who's still in my life and it damn sure isn't my mom. Great friends and family i have eh? Hmmmm...