Hmmm. phone? school? jobs?

Good morning readers. I'm writing this up in advance due to no internet and no phone to use really. So here I am, struggling to do things I shouldn't have to struggle with at all. Yesterday I went to remington, did fa, talked to them and tried to give them insight to my situation. Not sure how well that went. But I did get told that as long as I do what I need to do I will not get stuck with a huge bill or debt due to "moms" bs. Long story short, I needed my expired ohio id and I was unable to obtain it because "mom" has it and would not give it back, same applies to my social security card and birth certif. As i sit here I hear the supposedly broken microwave going. So the reason that my phone is off is invalid and nothing more then bullshit which leads me to my next point. If any one has a cell phone plan where they can add a line for cheap. Like at&t I will pay to be on the plan. I hear its like $10 a month to get a new line. I don't need a phone and I am willing to do without internet if that's what it takes to not be controlled by "mom". I will try to make it to speak to my father whenever I can afford it. My main focus is a job or school. As well as getting moved out. Ive been tired and its about time I treat her the same way my brother does and just cut all ties and contact with her. I hate asking for help & things but I'm my wicks end. I want outta this life and I don't wanna be forced to be miserable like this anymore. So I am openly asking for any help or any ideas that anyone can come up with. I know there are alot of now hirings out there where rebecca lives. Wish I could come up wit extra busfare so I could go out there without anyone including mom knowing. Ill figure something out even if that means selling all of my things. NO SACRAFICE, NO VICTORY. So if I have to part with my tv, ps3, ipod, etc then so be it. I want change and apparently I have no other real options. I am going to try to ask around and direct people whom I know to this page. I am going to ask my brother about an at&t sim but I'm not sure that's going to go well, don't even remember the last time I saw him face to face or even hung out with him. Kinda sucks but I cant force him or anyone else to wanna come anywhere near me seeing as I live with the enemy. Honestly, I am considering giving my stuff away, selling it, putting it In storage and just being homeless till something comes along. Again I am so tired of the bullshit, my phone being turned on the off like its a sink or something, and the constant sabotage attempts. Seems like it would be easier and more peaceful to just murder her and go to prison. Least there I can get an education without her constantly trying to sabotage my fucking attempts. I need a smokE... on.a lighter note today is suppose to be warm and beautiful. ;) oh and one thing I forgot to add. If anyone is kind enough to add a line and let me be on their plan I am a smart person. I don't dl ringtones and all that bs. I don't care about flashy shit. All I want is basic unlimited text and MAYBE TALK. If some sort of internet i s included great, but if not I am not going to complain. I just want a stable phone so that I can respond to jobs, school, etc without thinking "is mom going to cut my line again?" Truth be told (and i have proof) she made me miss out on a dial america job (telemarketting but who cares money is money at this point) and idw that to happen again.