Sunday, May 8, 2011

What a wonder-FILLED mothers day?

So I woke up today. And I do my normal. Go to the rr get something to drink (oj) etc. As I'm drinking my oj. I hear "can I have some cereal, I don't have any" my typical response is always the same.. "no" is what I utter.. but seeing as today is mothers day I figure what the hell. This maybe the last mothers day she has any sons what's so ever so I go ahead and open my unopened cereal and give her some, and I utter happy mothers day. Mind you I have headphones on. I don't get a thank you for anything I do, EVER. I gave her kool-aid and a row of cookies outta my unopened family pack the day before yesterday. No thank you no nada. So as I come home yesterday from hanging out with diz & his bm I walk thru the door and there's a measuring cup on the broken ass microwave with a bright yellow rang under it (so that I see it? Lol) indiciating she needs sugar. I go ahead and open my unopened 7lb bag of sugar and give her some. Not even a thank you for that either. Now let me make this clear. I HAVE ENOUGH FOOD FOR THE MONTH THANKS TO THE WORK I DO. AND ITS ENOUGH FOR ME. The past 2-3 times she's went to the grocery store I have received nothing other then a box of cereal and some milk. I am expected to survive off of that and whatever petty cash ($100) a month max for the entire month. Now factor in she takes $30 out for the cell phones internet. (Which constantly goes on and off at het discression) bc u know every time she gets mad she does what? That's right. Suspends or deactivates my phone line. Do I get a refund of my $30? Hell no. Now lets factor in. Bus fare is 5$ for the day. Or $23 for a (7) day pass. Seeing as I'm searching for a job AND trying to get back in college. I have to get bus fare handled before anything. This is my pathetic "life" and what I am struggling to break free from. So with that said. I leave you all with the picture of what I walked out of my room to find. A note from my lovely mom. You can read it for yourself. And the second picture? My reply. (Incase you dunno, thats my phones sim card) "No sacrafice, no victory"

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