Thursday, November 24, 2011

Productivity.

Happy thanksgiving to those who celebrate it.

While I celebrate thanksgiving, I dont see today as something for me to celebrate... So many things have gone wrong that all i can really do is try to stick to myself and continue my battle for freedom and an enjoyable life.

With that said, i decided to make today a productive day. I finally managed to find....


For those of you who cant figure out what this is...



I am happy to have a valid copy of this. (updated in nov) as opposed to the 20 year old PAPER copy.
So pretty much with everything thats going on, I still pile on more and more things for me to hopefully accomplish.  I am going to make plans to get the written exam out of the way Preferably  when i have some down time but if i can get it done asap then so be it. And if i dont have any friends who have a car or are willing to help then i will take it upon myself to "get er done "

There is a driving school in north olmsted that is valid and will lend you the car for the test AND give you a practice (hour i think) before you actually take said test. 

All in all this is one of the biggest accomplishments to come in my life thus far, I say that because actually getting it done when you know no one who has a car and people offer to help and then flake... Yeah.. I am going to smile in the faces of all of those who though id fail. I'm still here and I still persist. I shall never surrender! DO WORK.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Nov 8's ramblings.


So this morning has started off kind of blah, first I managed to leave my headphones on my bed (d’oh) then, as I get to the corner I realize I don’t have enough cash for my morning coffee and seeing as I’m not going to get charged TWO dollars to use my cc for it I just say it’ll have to wait till I get to school. I also lost my white (fav) pair of headphones (wtf? Maybe the tech teacher will have seen them on Wednesday) so that’s pretty much how my morning started today.

In the real life front, everything seems to be going… I personally feel like I need to drop this math class and just retake the course in the spring. The one math class a day and one SECTION a day seems more my speed because we don’t practice at all, we just breeze thru 2-5 sections a class on T, R.

Other news for real life, I need to focus more on the things I would like to accomplish.

#1 I need to look up some driving schools so I can get a license. (Or finally find a reliable alternative but I don’t see a valid alt yet)

#2 I need to order the parts for my old laptop so it can be repaired.

#3 I need to finally try and deal with my old iPod, get that new battery installed and see if I can manage to copy my old iTunes library and all its contents PROPERLY to my mac. (I hate the transition from mac to windows with devices that are suppose to work properly on both bc they clearly still have limitations)

#4 I need to finally deal with my hair and get started on my Speech (My most memorable moment.) Seeing as my life is pretty boring I figure ill just use the highlight of my life, which happened in 2003 when I moved away from all the nonsense to Florida.

Maybe I should use sticky notes more seeing as sticky notes for mac actually seems to work unlike the app for android phone lol.

As for progress, I’ve narrowed my list of potential friends (yes, I’m referring to women) down to about 5, there is only one woman I’m actually interested in possibly pursuing more with, the other women are just friends and women who seem like they’d be decent when it comes to friendship.

Random note: Single & dating 2011/2012 seems to be a huge headache and it takes a lot more effort than its actually worth.

I honestly would like to (optimistically) spend holidays with friends and family. Spending it with those who will help me have a positive and stress free time would be great.

On the gaming front, I managed to get AdSense for my vlog channel on YouTube as well as my gaming channel on YouTube so that’s a huge plus, now I just need to figure out how I can make actual money off it because school is expensive and my mom thinks I’m like made of money. (I’m not and I still do everything)

Uncharted 3 is fun at times. Sometimes the difficulty and lack of hp seems absurd. Hopefully they will patch in a few things like the old sniper aiming system because currently if you have any long sniper (T bolt or reg sniper) and you throw a grenade it goes literally where ever the hell it wants to as opposed to it going to where I had it aimed. So maybe they expect you to use that lame arch thing in “the heat of the moment” which makes no logical sense because usually it’ll result in you being downed, grabbed, or flat out dead. (I play on crushing / hard, the other modes and settings are pretty boring to a boss lol)

So all in all I still have my plans, I personally think I want to get UMVC3 but I feel like id need a madcatz arcade stick as well to actually want to take it seriously lol.

Resident evil: ORC has been pushed back to 3/20/12 so it looks like PSN’s “Gears of war” is going to have a huge delay and that’s around my birthday so ill probably be able to afford it given that I estimate that schools next check disbursement will fall around my bday given that school starts back at the end of Jan if I’m not mistaken and it usually takes them two months to give kickbacks.

So my goals are pretty much set. I am open to suggestions, Alts, ad-libs, as long as it’s positive and gets issues resolved.

Oh and there’s the issue of dear old mom doing her same nonsense and annoying the living hell out of me (as usual eh?) So it would be NICE to actually get moved and maybe I should have included that in my goals list, I mean its in the back of my mind and as soon as the change arises I will take it and disappear but until then I’m stuck dealing with stupid and pointless stuff.

I don’t want to even go into her stupidity. Its know that she’s a pretty sad person atm and wants nothing more than to make my life hell, but when I’m gone she’ll be begging me to come back, I guess that’s why she’s so hell bent on me living up stairs, I could probably pull it off I managed to get 1-2 roommates (seeing as it’s a 3 bed room it could happen pretty easily) but then I get to deal with no privacy and other nonsense.

So in the end I guess I will just try to make things pan out as id like and take it from there.

Ill try to make sure I post updates at least once every two weeks so people who actually want to know what’s going on and aren’t speaking to me directly will have some sort of clue.

Failure is not an option and the things that I need to get done will get done. It’s just a matter of time and money.

See you in the next post J

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Uncharted 3 Co ops!


Check out my youtube videos for Uncharted 3 & Dead Nation. I may take a break from DN because i want to get all the crushing stages unlocked for co ops and i want to do videos with friends, esp with all the changes. Rate, subscribe, and leave me feedback.

http://www.youtube.com/user/Nightmarel0rd

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

What's next?

I'm not too sure of a few things right now. So im going to try to work on myself and my situation(s)

I dont want to be "single" for the holidays, I would like that feeling of looking forward to seeing someone and doing things. I am without this currently.

Seeing as i have no clue what to think of rebecca, amanda has made her choices, I suppose its time to get back to that drawing board..

There is one woman I feel interested in but atm im not sure what to make of it.

Any suggestions?