So as a lot of you know i decided to enroll in college to further my education and better myself. It's been about a month give or take and it has been an interesting experience. Its new and different. the mathy part is a challenge, psyche and english would be a joke if i had a laptop (mac book or go home) to do notes and stuff with. The most difficult thing? all of the hot chicks that attend this school. a few of my friends and i have come to the same conclusion. The difficulty comes from not fucking around and doing something stupid with one of these women, whether it be skip class, get caught doing something naughty, etc etc.
That's the big thing that takes focus... now factor in no sex from the one you're with (if applicable to your situation) and bam you have a prime set-up for failure and or fumble!
Lets see what else can i mention. my phone as usual goes on and off so much to the point where i burned her sim card and she paid $20 for a new one. And now that ones off to which means i should probably burn this one as well so she gets the god damn clue..
Yesterday i left my keys at school so i got all the way to her house and had to knock on the effing window due to me not having my keys, then i had to fight with my shitty windows laptop and pirate the signal just long enough to get the phone number to the TLC building here. thn i had to wait till this am to get my keys and for those mfers to find it. i told them id be here in the am to pick them up but apparently that didnt register to someone. So now i have my keys back and it being a wednesday its a short day so i pretty much have nothing to do and can pretty much just fuck around all day.. i got all the online homework for math done which means i have no online math homework due till the 30th of this month which is great bc i typically tend to forget homework.
I need to get a computer really bad bc then i could do all my stuff on the go, seeing as most classroom doors are left open i could just pull up to eng,psy or math early, sit down while no ones there and blitz it with my incredible typing speed. (Yes people still look at me funny even in a college due to the fact that i rarely look down as i dont need to see the keys and i know the damn keyboard isnt going anywhere unless i move it.. thus making me a boss!)
Lets see.. this month is coming to an end.. i tired to give rebecca stuff for her birthday and make sure she was ok and had everything she needed.. we're suppose to hang out at the mall out here between her jobs on saturday.. im gonna try to use that time to talk to her about some things and hopefully make the bond tighter, who knows.. i dont understand alot of her actions and i feel like im the only one who cares enough to try to do anything. i literally bend over backwards and im not met with any effort imho on her behalf which is really starting to become a bother as if she wants things to work then she has to put in work too. i cant just do all the shit on my own and if she doesnt have any money to contribute to the move out / move in all hells gonna break loose bc 3.5k or however much they decide to put into my account will only cover things for so long. plus im prolly gonna have to do some foot work too on that front. all work and no play (literally) makes nml a dull and VENGFUL MAN! not to mention all these hot chicks keep staring at me and its giving me all sorts of ideas and naughty thoughts. and why do i keep attracting younger women? i dont look my damn age so i guess its zomfg lets fuck with him bc he looks young? got aggro'd by some lady yesterday bc im openly seen moving fast as hell from one place to another.. they dont realise this is a job to me and i see it as one. i dress in typical work clothes, i come to work on my education and then vanish. no time for fun bs and games and failure is not an option.. now only if there wasnt so many hot & fuck worthy women... boy do i need to get laid..
That's the big thing that takes focus... now factor in no sex from the one you're with (if applicable to your situation) and bam you have a prime set-up for failure and or fumble!
Lets see what else can i mention. my phone as usual goes on and off so much to the point where i burned her sim card and she paid $20 for a new one. And now that ones off to which means i should probably burn this one as well so she gets the god damn clue..
Yesterday i left my keys at school so i got all the way to her house and had to knock on the effing window due to me not having my keys, then i had to fight with my shitty windows laptop and pirate the signal just long enough to get the phone number to the TLC building here. thn i had to wait till this am to get my keys and for those mfers to find it. i told them id be here in the am to pick them up but apparently that didnt register to someone. So now i have my keys back and it being a wednesday its a short day so i pretty much have nothing to do and can pretty much just fuck around all day.. i got all the online homework for math done which means i have no online math homework due till the 30th of this month which is great bc i typically tend to forget homework.
I need to get a computer really bad bc then i could do all my stuff on the go, seeing as most classroom doors are left open i could just pull up to eng,psy or math early, sit down while no ones there and blitz it with my incredible typing speed. (Yes people still look at me funny even in a college due to the fact that i rarely look down as i dont need to see the keys and i know the damn keyboard isnt going anywhere unless i move it.. thus making me a boss!)
Lets see.. this month is coming to an end.. i tired to give rebecca stuff for her birthday and make sure she was ok and had everything she needed.. we're suppose to hang out at the mall out here between her jobs on saturday.. im gonna try to use that time to talk to her about some things and hopefully make the bond tighter, who knows.. i dont understand alot of her actions and i feel like im the only one who cares enough to try to do anything. i literally bend over backwards and im not met with any effort imho on her behalf which is really starting to become a bother as if she wants things to work then she has to put in work too. i cant just do all the shit on my own and if she doesnt have any money to contribute to the move out / move in all hells gonna break loose bc 3.5k or however much they decide to put into my account will only cover things for so long. plus im prolly gonna have to do some foot work too on that front. all work and no play (literally) makes nml a dull and VENGFUL MAN! not to mention all these hot chicks keep staring at me and its giving me all sorts of ideas and naughty thoughts. and why do i keep attracting younger women? i dont look my damn age so i guess its zomfg lets fuck with him bc he looks young? got aggro'd by some lady yesterday bc im openly seen moving fast as hell from one place to another.. they dont realise this is a job to me and i see it as one. i dress in typical work clothes, i come to work on my education and then vanish. no time for fun bs and games and failure is not an option.. now only if there wasnt so many hot & fuck worthy women... boy do i need to get laid..
